Having just reread my last three posts makes me realize I have no idea what I want.
Do I want to grow up? Which means have a job I probably don't like and responsibilities like kids and which would end my late sleep-ins, Saturdays roaming this big city, all day Sunday brunches and introduce constant noise.
Or do I want to remain as I am? Which means being single and constantly being that odd duck in a room wondering 'when is it going to be me'?
Hmm…?!? This has been pondered before and will be pondered many more times before I get a clear answer.